i can't believe this...I suck...i hate myself...i couldn't even do well in exams... i am so useless...maths results was so damn lousy...so was chinese...i left too high expectations of myself...no use broading over spilled milk...but can't help crying over it...honestly...i hate myself...wished there was a retest...i can't believe all this can happen...how would i face other people with this kind of shit result...to think i want to be a councillor...when i can't even take a setback? to think my ambition was to be a teacher...when i don't set a good example at all?what am i heading at? so all i have wished for was a pile of insensitive stuff that never can be fulfilled...so useless...