cant stand it anymore...how could i end up like this...i wanted to be sc...but yet...i dun want it to take up too much of my time...why would i want to be a sc in the first place...why not i give up the wish...anyway my greatest wish isnt to be an sc anyway...sc would only take up my time...why would i want to join it?why?all i join the student counsellor is cause i want to join in the orientation camp...what a reason... i wouldnt get my wish nxt year or the year after anyway...so why would i wanna be a student counsellor...my grades arent good...only average...and teachers wont recomend me anyway...and i cant quit after i join...why?why would i want to be an sc? i really dun get the reason why...me, a weakling want to be a student counsillor? hah! fat hope...
